Stop Banishing – Start Healing Instead

Many Light Workers and Warriors are experiencing an increase in “attacks” from so-called entities on the etheric and astral planes as the time of The Event draws ever closer and the dark forces are desperate to shift the balance, even though even they at this point know this will not occur. I will share with you now a personal experience in the hopes that some of you may find resonance in working with me to save those who may yet be saved.

First, some background. I had two animal members in my family in my lifetime – one as a child, and the other as an adult. The first was a sweet little cocker spaniel/poodle mix that we’ll call “B”, and the second was a gorgeous cat we’ll name “C”. Both fur beings were sent to help me release an old fear of animals that related to a past life as a toddler thrown with her family to the Lions.

B came to me when I was 11 and not at all interested in being near a dog. He insisted on my attention at all times, and my lap as my family took him with us on the long drive from Indiana to South Carolina. After I lost my fears, his affection shifted to include the other family members. I mourned when he was euthanized at 16, blind, deaf and angry. I didn’t get to see him then. I wanted to remember him only as the sweet doggie who begged for our empty ice cream containers to polish them clean and barked so joyously for our presence.

When C came into my life, she was a rescue of 6 months by a roommate I had at the time. To the roommates consternation, C would only let me touch her. This would remain her pattern for the 17 years she was with me. I could spend dozens of pages telling you about her – she was the love of my life and taught me so much about love and acceptance. After 12 years absence I miss her still.

Because I was still struggling with following my own guidance at the time, I listened to the advice of another and had C euthanized when a massive growth was discovered in her throat. It’s not likely she would have lived much longer as she would have lost the ability to swallow food soon, but she could have had another few weeks. I will never know. What I did realize very shortly after her passing is that I could feel her spirit presence, even a sensation of her jumping on the bed. For many years I dreamed about her and the encounters were mostly positive.

Those dreams took a disturbing turn a few years ago as I had recurring nightmares of C being left alone in an empty apartment without food or water for months at a time. Always I would “wake up” inside the dream with this information and would frantically try to find her, only fully waking when I was on the verge of panic, realizing that she was gone. I could not figure out what this meant and no matter how often I worked on the astral to try and understand, the dreams continued.

A few weeks ago, the dreams became even more intense and much more disturbing. Instead of being left without food, I dreamed that C was being chased, beaten up, and horribly tortured. Once I found her as she was running and she leaped into my arms with joy, then back to running from the things that chased her. Not long after this, I began dreaming that B was subject to the same torture. I could not stand this any more.

I realized that the dark ones were trying to get to me through animals, for whom I have a special place in my heart. A few times they tried to attach entities to me disguised as cuddly animals that became something else. Once some helpful light beings simply removed them from my body for me. Using animals to get to me was bad enough. To use my beloved ones in such a way was completely intolerable.

The weekend before the Summer Solstice, I decided to try something radical. I found the energy body/presence of my dear cat friend, and recognized that the torture she was being subjected to was an attempt to turn her little awakening soul into a mindless “entity” that could be used to hurt me. There didn’t seem to be much of her left. I resolved to take what I could find and bring her into my heart center, holding her there in that energy, increasing the vibration with the energy until the dark was gone. I told her she was safe, and kept repeating that mantra throughout the day, feeling her warm “body” curled up inside my heart chakra. I’d been doing a lot of heart chakra work the last several months and felt that it was sufficiently robust to serve as a portal to both connect her to her positive life experience and “portal out” the darkness that was tormenting her.

After the first day, I went to bed meditating on safety and the image of a beautiful tree blossomed into my mind’s eye. I envisioned low branches easy to reach for cat or human, and a lovely platform built onto a sturdy lower branch from which we could sit and look around us. A hammock seemed a nice addition, as well as a flat area with a cushion and pillows. The tree is broad and very strong, surrounded by a sloping field of wild flowers and grasses. Nearby a crystal clear brook runs toward a valley between mountain peaks, and a mountain is behind us. Other trees are near ours, equally easy to reach for climbing if needed. The flowers are edible as is the grass, and they satisfy every hunger. The sun is always shining and the air is crisp and clear.

After two days of these constant meditations, I went back to check on C, and she was no longer the small cat of 17 years co-habitation, but a beautiful and regal lioness, resting comfortably on one of the upper tree limbs. She communicated to me telepathically, thanking me for aiding in her healing. We forgave each other for all past wrongs, and allowed love to heal all breaches. I asked her if she could now give me her true name, and she said it was not yet time (I got the same answer when she was alive). I asked her if she would agree to serve as guardian of this place so that I could bring other animal souls here where they would be safe. She agreed.

I’ve since brought B to our Golden Grove. I invite you to bring any of those animal souls that you feel need healing and safety as well. All are welcome in the Light.



Sometimes the guidance we seek or pray for is missed. There are many possible reasons for this, including our programmed tendencies to self-blame. Part of receiving guidance includes learning to trust the timing  not only of its arrival, but of our “putting the pieces together.”

A most beautiful alignment occurred these past few weeks in the coming together of many threads of discussions and contemplations, past and present. The guidance sought was not being missed at all – it was beautifully Present. My “putting it together” was part of the process – we each and collectively are the weaver, and the cloth woven.

Because it is so gentle and open….open in a way to ensure that we are always acting according to our freewill/individual sovereignty…we sometimes miss that help we have asked for by not recognizing it for what it is. I am nearing the end of a cycle where I am ridding myself of old paradigm “spiritual” programming that was necessarily heavy-handed energetically. The new paradigm is one where we can use a much lighter touch, and we can give ourselves over to receiving rather than having to work so hard to achieve what we used to think of as spiritual goals.

What a relief! Isn’t it?

One of the tasks that I chose to undertake this lifetime is the reason for the title of this post. “Alchemy” is a word with a lot of mystical and sometimes dark baggage. Of course we only have to carry what we elect to pick up and take with us. A good reminder.

My past has afforded considerable experience with the dark side of things – through familial connections, cabal manipulations, and interference from those who did and did not intend well toward me. I have had more than an average share of dark baggage, and a lot of pain on every level.

These things can be shifted not by straining muscles or spending hours in deep meditation, but through the simplest of methods. I realized over the last couple of weeks that every time I touch or recall something of a lower vibration, that just my holding it in my field and turning my own vibration higher was an act of transmutation. It is not a strain or effort, but an act of choice. All of the dark and difficult things that I have lived through can be changed through this alchemy.

This will seem simplistic and ineffectual if one’s focus remains primarily in third density, because in that density, only physical action has permanent impact. But in the higher densities, this action changes everything.

It is a far more powerful thing than we realize, because we are tricked into believing that such acts have no purpose or meaning. This is a crucial understanding that I desire to convey to you as simply as possible – our thoughts and feelings have such incredible value, and every time we engage them in a higher vibrational state, we are become alchemists in truth.

May your efforts bear beautiful fruit!


We Are Free

In the current but diminishing paradigm, there yet remain many and complex layers and machinations designed to distract or block our access to our own sovereignty, to hide the reality of our existence on this world. These mechanisms are so tangled and dimensioned that we could spend many lifetimes trying to understand them, and some of us have. The good news is that you don’t need to understand them to be free of them.

This is the secret the negatives don’t want you to figure out—you don’t need to understand any of it to escape the dark matrix. It might seem obvious, but there are no shortage of programs that work to keep you engaged with them, spending time and energy trying to get free.

One of these is an insidious corruption of our natural vibration of integrity and sense of obligation to community. It manifests in a number of ways, but let us consider the way this corruption can be seen in the differences observed when you look at how the negatives view contracts versus how the positives see them. To the positives, a contract is an agreement between two parties that is entered into with full understanding and awareness, with no hidden agendas or machiavellian twists. In such an agreement, there is full partnership and full trust. There is no fear or even possibility of betrayal.

The dark sees a contract as an unequal partnership engaged in through trickery, but one which once you sign on the dotted line, is as irrevocable as a bill of sale. However, in this transaction, the commodity isn’t land or a car—it’s you.

When you use contract nullifying meditations and statements like these, you will feel the resistance of the dark seeking to prevent it. There will be an assertion of their purported ownership over you, that you do not have the right to escape their designs because you “agreed” to them when you watched that TV program, or that horror movie, or that pornographic film. They will use shame, fear, anger, loss, despair. You find your energy sinking and your field feels like a ball of sludge sinking to the bottom of a very deep ocean.

It is all an illusion, but one that can feel very real. There is no easy way to rise up from those feelings—it can be a very difficult process but I promise you that even the first step taken to leave behind that darkness you will find an even deeper well of help ready for you whenever you ask for it. All it takes is a little bit of faith.

Faith, too, has had its unfortunate day in the Halls of Corruption. This word has been co-opted by the negatives in their twisted labyrinths of fundamentalism, and is not faith at all but another form of compliance, submission and ultimately subjugation. Sometimes the best way to engage these words is to step back from all the cultural conceptions and look at their essence. Once you wash away the sludge you will find that it is a simple and beautiful vibration as clean and clear as a wild violet on a green hillside.

Like the scent of a violet, these concepts can seem elusive to us in the beginning. As we return again to experience them, they become easier to access and we continue to grow in our capacity.

How would a positive, light-oriented individual experience a contractual relationship? As noted above, it would be completely transparent, fully mutual, and wholly equitable in every way. There would be no attempt to by one party to take advantage of the other. Indeed, if one party were struggling to fulfill their obligations, the other party would reach out to assist them, perhaps renegotiating the contract. Such partnerships are always beneficial and work toward the good of all involved.

It is a good idea, then, for those on a path of spiritual growth to end all contracts, known and unknown, with any negative-oriented beings. This includes all contracts that might have been undertaken prior to incarnating, as well as ones we might have entered into before waking up during this current life. We can also release ourselves from the fallacies of karma, which is another system of oppression. Keep in mind that the so-called archons (parasites) refer to themselves as “Lords of Karma”. This is somewhat controversial and has become another issue by which some in the community find themselves in “camps”, artificial divides which some cling to out of a feeling of obligation to belief systems. Always keep in mind that there is no reason one cannot contain all belief systems in oneself, and if you are unsure how this can be so, consider that you may have friends who are Christian and friends who are Muslim, or Hindu, or Atheist, and can converse with any of them easily. Do you not already contain all of that information within? So it is with “belief systems”.

Consider that perhaps you only have “karma” as long as you agree to it. See how that feels to you and what it would mean.

The following is a powerful exercise which I encourage anyone who seeks freedom from the negatives to meditate upon and consider using. It is a Declaration of Freedom written by COBRA that many have found to be very helpful and effective.

“In the name of I am that I am, I, [YOUR FULL NAME], in the name of divine soul presence that I am, in the name of all ascended beings of light, in the name of the Galactic Confederation, in the name of the Galactic center, I decree and command to cancel and nullify all my past, present and future contracts and agreements made between any part of my being and the dark forces. All these contracts and agreements and all their consequences are now completely erased from my reality. I am now free; all the karma of my whole being is now erased as well.

“I am a free sovereign being of light, from now until eternity.

“So be it, and so it is.”

Try using this Declaration in a meditative space, and sit with it for a while. Watch how it interacts in your field. Allow that sense of freedom to spread beyond your personal bounds and out into the wider world. Imagine it seeping into the ground, flowing with the water, flying through the air. Imagine a World that is truly and completely Free, ushering in the New Paradigm of freedom and abundance for all beings.