I wrote this over 10 years ago and only recently re-discovered it in a box of old notes.
It is offered to those who find it resonant.
I stand between the light and the dark
I stand at the crossroads where all lines meet
I am the pivot, the fulcrum
Where all beginnings and endings spring
In the time before time, before form
In the stillness before first light, before the Word
Here I am, I have been, and will always Be
I release all pattern
I release the pattern of the pain of my body
I release the systems that are out of harmony
I release the beliefs that life is the experience of pain
I release the belief that the progression of time equals aging and weakening of the body
I release the belief that the mind grows feeble over time
I release the genetic pattern of my fathers and the defected imprint on that pattern
I release the genetic pattern of my mothers
I release the expectation that those patterns will manifest in my body
I release all patterns for I am more than the sum of beliefs
I release the belief that I must do or be certain things to achieve my goals and my desires
For I am already everything that I desire to be and much more
I release the pain of expectation
I release my grief at what I have believed was lost
I release the memories that have kept me bound to a path not of my choosing
I release the pictures that I have made of the life I thought should be, that they may return to the nothing where they truly belong and no longer hinder my true path
I release the closed hand which I have presented to opportunities and gentle gifts intended for my betterment
I release the accepted thoughts and concepts of my society, my culture and my race
I release the bounds that declare “this is the way of it and nothing more” for these are the rules of the blind
I am more than rules and I am more than boundaries
I release the karma of body, of mind, of heart and of spirit, for it is a system of control designed to hold me back from the Becoming
I release all that has moored me to my present circumstances so that I may experience True Flow and the fullness of Becoming
I release the belief that denies the possibility of alternatives to my present circumstances
I release the belief that my life is contained in this Realm of Pin and Sorrow
I release the belief that there is nothing more
Of all those by whose will or hand some effect of my life might have been made, I proffer my forgiveness, and I release the energy of anger or fear that has bound this ill-will to me in any and every form.
What will come to me now and going forward is what I choose.
Those things that will further my happiness and positive change will come to me without my having to seek them.
Obstacles no longer exist because I have released them.
The path is clear before me, and joy and love fill every step.
I release all disease and decay.
I release all fear. I am become courage.
I am. I will be.
I will be more than the moon and the stars in your eyes.
I fill all this void with the True Light, with strength, with prosperity, with health, with beauty, with harmony, with joy, and with love.
So be it.